Forever Young. Seconds, hours, so many days. One heartbeat lost in the crowd. Sometimes we just have to accept the fact that some people stay in our hearts forever, even if we aren't in theirs. Shafiqah Othman H. I'm a backseat driver, a drama provider. I'm a first-class liar, a constant forgetter. Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today.

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Sometimes we hurt people be it on purpose, or accidentally. We can never please everyone. What I've learnt the past few days is:

I guess everything develops as a crush. And a crush can either go away, or grow into something deeper. That person may not be the prettiest of the bunch, the creme de la crop, but you just happen to fall. He could be a fish with a hook in his mouth, but you're still holding on to see if you can get a chance.

No matter what you do, sometimes the way you feel can affect others. You can be out at a party, feeling moody and suddenly drag down the spirits' of your friends too. Or perhaps the way you feel towards someone can affect how another perceives him or her. Your feelings could break or make things.

Someone could have done every bad thing possible to you, and you'd still have the heart to forgive them. Yet, when you make a small mistake, that particular person can hate you to the guts. Some people are just so imbalanced, so biased and really immature. And that's something I have to live with.

After all your pathetic moves, heart-breaking moments with me, after all the food, shelter and not forgetting face I've given you, you still have the guts to hate me? Between the two of us, I should be pissed. After all that time you spent running away, after all the shit you have said behind my back, after taking advantage of my parents' hospitality, after trying to take advantage of ME, I should be the one that's pissed. But I still can find it in my to forgive you, so what have I possibly done to make you hate me so much? [/inner anger]

I had a really deep talk with my dad the other day about this. I would explain a bit more on this topic, but unfortunately, I don't want to. Moral of the story is: Just be tolerant. With everything, everyone, everywhere.

RIP Amy Winehouse

I'm sorry to so many people. This week has been a crazy rollercoaster ride for me. I'm sorry Ina, I'm sorry Bella, I'm sorry everyone. I just felt the need to say sorry. I guess sometimes, no matter what right I try to do, something will always turn out wrong. It makes me feel like I can't do anything right, but at the end of the day, there are always people to assure me that they'll never leave my side. And at the end, I still love you guys. My days have been made so much brighter, and it's all thanks to a group of people. You all know who you are, especially:


Love you all to bits :)