Seconds, hours, so many days. One heartbeat lost in the crowd.
Sometimes we just have to accept the fact that some people stay in our hearts forever, even if we aren't in theirs.
Shafiqah Othman H.
I'm a backseat driver, a drama provider. I'm a first-class liar, a constant forgetter. Don't judge me tomorrow by the way I'm acting today.
I've been sick, but I'll be fine :) The past few weeks have been really great, even though I have to go through them with a tense neck, flu, fever, cough and huge legs, ugh. I've been getting better, and that's good.
So let's start with one of the highlights of the past week. So as some of you may know, Heart-A-Tack won the Music Video Grant, and on 14 September 2011, they needed a crowd at their video shoot! And being a loyal friend (and fan) obviously I was going to be there! It was the first time I've been to Gudang Noisy in Ampang. And let me tell you, that place is hot, and everyone got sweaty. Thanks to this shooting, I went home with a really tense neck. I was tired, I was sweating, all my energy was drained. And to top it all off, I had an exam the next day. But it was all worth it :)
On the 28th September, the music video was premiered for the first time on TV. I am so proud of Heart-A-Tack! I love you guys so much Ayeen, Aiman, Putera, Kimi, Ezran, Najmi and Bong!♥
And on 16th September, my darlings held a surprise birthday for me while my parents were in Johor. Although I may have expected it, I still love you guys so much for even bothering to try hold a surprise! You guys are simply the best :) Thanks to Rangga, Nini, Bella, Nazif, Tia, Kidd, Halv, Cik Mas, Acap, SOG, Corsets and Heart-A-Tack for being there ♥
So then I fell sick. It's a really long and complicated story, I don't really feel like talking about it. I'm just glad that Rangga and Nini were there for me when I was sick, and sorry Umi and Abah for troubling you with the back and forth trips to PPUM :( I love you guys ♥
Forgot to mention, baby got me a huuuuuge teddybear for my birthday! It's even wearing a Massacre By Fall shirt! Sayang awak sangat sangat ♥
On 23rd September, I followed Rangga to Sunway College, and after that to his Oma's house. I'm not going to lie, I was nervous as fuck. Mainly because I didn't know most of the people there, and also because it's my boyfriend's family. Fancy seeing Cikgu Liza there, and... Ustaz Basri, Cikgu Din, Cikgu Radziah and Cikgu Azman. Malu gila okay! After that we went to fetch Nini who was going to sleepover at my place, because my parents were going to Singapore the next day, leaving only me and Iskandar. So we took advantage of that time, and me and Iskandar went to 7-Eleven at 1 am++ because we were hungry bitches.
On 25th September, Massacre By Fall and SOG had a showcase at Senyap The Hub. And I of course had to be there because my boyfriend was performing :) Met Alia there, after such a long time, and she seemed pretty shocked that I showed up at a hardcore gig. I'm no huge metalcore fan, but my baby has all my support in whatever he does! Plus, he's hot when he's on stage, ha ha ha.
Oh, and another thing that's new for me is that I got prednisolone injected into me! It's not something to be happy about, but it's a first for me. Usually it's just taking pills, but they wanted a stronger and much faster cure, so they injected it straight into my bloodstream. Which meant going to the hospital 3 days in a row. Baby was there on the first day ♥ He treated me to some Secret Recipe, and then drove my mum and me back home :)
While I was at home, Bella and Nini did come over and we made a cover together! It was a mash-up of Lil Wayne and Selena Gomez's new single, How To Love and Love You Like A Love Song. And we changed it to How To Love You Like A Love Song because we're original like that haha!
And 2 days ago, I went out on a date with Rangga ♥ Thanks to him, I've been craving sushi for 2 whole days now, I am a hungry motherfucker, rawrrr! Can I just say that he is a truly wonderful human being, and that I am so blessed to have him in my life. I don't think I have ever found a love like this, and there is no one in the world I'd rather be with right now. I'm so glad I found someone I can be myself with, be comfortable around. And he still accepts me no matter what condition I'm in. Whether I'm sick or swollen, hair done or undone, with or without specs, messy or neat, I don't have anything to hide. This man takes me for who I am :)
Being in love with celebrities, that thing's fun for a while.
But not even Nathan Sykes can ever love me as much as Ameer Nazrin Moore does ♥
